30 days to 21

it's september 29 and i'm 21 in just a month. suddenly sometihing hits me. have I been a good DINDA for this past 20 years? have I done anything good?

i've spent my childhood full of happiness. i've sang a thousand times in everywhere i could've imagine. i made a lot of new friends, friends which i might never met again now. it's a blessed having such a childhood like that. it shaped me to be a time-well-managed person. a multitasking person, to be exact. and those are two good things that i will always hold forever.

and the education i've followed, well i can't thank my parents enough for pushing me real hard. it's harder when i'm in elementary. and though it decreases when i grow up, the lesson i've gained never leave.

after all of those blessed, why still i think that i'm not good enough for my age? i feel like i can do more. and i have to do more.

i still have 30 days untill i reach 21. i will make them count :)

age 20ish act like 17ish hahaha :))

the last time that i really love someone was .... mmm... long time ago? hahahhaa. okay,so i've decided to 'take-a-look' at boys (oh myy that sounds corny -__-") and i found one that attract me ahahhahaay. maluuuuu. it's not that i love him already. but remember his weirdo act sometimes makes me laugh. hahahaha. padahal orangnya ga pernah ngelucu juga. bahkan dia so faaaaaaaarrrrr awaaayy juga dari saya. so i've only seen him one or two times in college. kalo kata ega, lumayan buat 'deg deg seer' ajah hahaha. love youu gaa :)

anyway, this guy iiiiss out of reach of course, dan gue nggak ngeliat juga ada masa depannya buat gue sama dia. jadi mungkin memang hanya untuk 'dilihat' tapi 'dipegang jangan' hahahaha, just like one of dewi persik's movie :p

hahahaa, this post is full of laugh. even my dad noticed yesterday that i couldn't stop smiling huahahahhahahaaaa. maluuuuuuu.

udaah aah postnya, isinya ketawa mulu hihi :p