i don't know what i want.
my mood was better this morning. i did all of my jobs, and now i try to finish other task.
quite a good employee, right?
noo big no.

i found a little clue about what's happening to me right now. maybe the reason why God haven't gave me all the things i want, is because when God gives me something, i do not appreciate it the way i should have. maybe i was too stubborn to realize that what i am now, is God's best plan for now. and that i should appreciate it better.
So that's what i am gonna do. i will try hard to appreciate everything i have been given. and one day, I hope God will hear my prayers and dreams and makes it all come true.

amiiinnn