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Thursday, March 31, 2011

so-called-love

hmm i don't know what should i write exactly. I almost post something yesterday, but i had some things running in my office. so today, i didn't go out to lunch. i just sat on my cubicle and listen to my ipod. as i opened facebook, i saw a familiar face there on my home page. i don't know why, but suddenly i want to cry when i saw that smiley face. and suddenly, I was taken back to a couple of years before 2011. all the good and bad choices i made, brought me here now. no one understands how hard to make such an important decision like i did back then. whether to follow my heart or my head. and i did prove that i can use my head too once in a while. though i have to suffer a lot after that.

all because of one reason. a silly yet important reason that made me stand on my ground and decided not to take another chance.
was i ever thought that it was a wrong decision? yes.
was i ever regretted it? no.
Cause I think, "us" weren't made for me and that person.

-yeah yeah yeah

Friday, March 25, 2011

a l o n e


so, i started my post with this picture. i downloaded this picture from romanticthoughts.tumblr.com. hmm somehow i can feel this penguins loneliness.

i don't want to sound like a pathetic slash lonely girl who desperately need a boy to guard her. but the truth is, i kinda do. this is a lame post, i think.

shitto.

Monday, March 21, 2011

the worst ain't happen yet

well hello 2011. wohoooow. amazing, i haven't had a chance to write about everything since my last blog about my final assignment. well, here's several things to summarize all those past events :

1. i finally graduated from university of indonesia, with a final GPA 3.54, means i graduated with title CUM LAUDE. yipppiiee. i remember, i sat on the second row that day. and i was really really happy that i finished my school and i can make my parents super happy. my sister and my brother came and made my day even happier. to end that night, i had a little celebration with my whole family. and i was sooooo happy. i got several presents from my uncles. one gave me a book called 'millionaire by thirty' and others gave me a body-shop parfume. sooo happyy.

2. i'm currently working in inke maris and associates. it's a communication consultant, located in tebet. i started to work there since january 2011. i had several other offers, but i decide the best place to start working is the one that relate to your major. so all of your knowledge won't waste. sometimes i feel a lot of pressure here. but most of the times, i feel happy. like today :)
i realize that as a fresh graduate, it's not important to have a great title in an instance. i think it's better to just take it slow, enjoy every moment while it lasts. beside, there's no need to rush everything when you're 21. of course i've set some things to be achieved before i reach 30. but then i fugure, life is really just once so i want to take a slower pace to achieve my dreams. by that, i can appreciate the smallest things and the most un-significant things in my whole life.

3. what else? me and my family went to singapore on last december. we celebrate new year's eve there. sooo happpy to be with the whole family. hahaha :D

well, bottom line, my life has been blessed so far.
in other word, the worst ain't happen to me yet.
another reason why i have to slower my pace :)