i don't really know what to write.
i just wanna blabbering my thoughts about this pressure.
it's almost the due date for my final assignment.
and i haven't finished it yet.
i'm scared if i can't make my parents proud.
i really wanna fulfill my parent's wish to graduate this year.
...with an A.
i hope.
i really hope i'm not dissapoint them.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
time, the greatest king
when i say king, whom do you refer as the greatest one?
i will say TIME. are you agree with me?
it's been a while since i post something here. it's not because nothing happens in my life. in fact, lots of things happen to me. it's true, time is the greatest king of all. time can change people in a flash. remember at november 10th, Obama, the president of USA came to our university and gave his speech. i was lucky to have the ticket to see his speech. after waiting for more than 2 and a half hours, Obama finally came and did his speech. and it was awsome. and inspiring at the same time. one thing that i remember the most is that Indonesia belongs to Indonesians. it's true. i don't know why, but i feel kind of embarrasing that he said such things that really really encourage all of indonesians wherever they are. i mean, we have lots of good speaker, why ours can't say something like that and give such influent like he did in his really-short speach? that remains a mistery.
another thing that happened in my life is i was struggle to finish my final assignment. and it's not an easy job. i always think that working in different jobs has more challenge than working in just one kind of job. but i am wrong. for the past 2 weeks, all i do was try to finish my final assignment. and let me tell you, it IS harder than to juggle a lot of things in the same time. the commitment you have to put on yourself. for a person who loves to do lots of things at the same time, i find it really difficult. i have to learn how to manage my time according my mood haha. it really IS hard.
time does teach me a lesson; to use time wisely or at some point, time will kill you.
so, who's the greatest king of all?
TIME.
i will say TIME. are you agree with me?
it's been a while since i post something here. it's not because nothing happens in my life. in fact, lots of things happen to me. it's true, time is the greatest king of all. time can change people in a flash. remember at november 10th, Obama, the president of USA came to our university and gave his speech. i was lucky to have the ticket to see his speech. after waiting for more than 2 and a half hours, Obama finally came and did his speech. and it was awsome. and inspiring at the same time. one thing that i remember the most is that Indonesia belongs to Indonesians. it's true. i don't know why, but i feel kind of embarrasing that he said such things that really really encourage all of indonesians wherever they are. i mean, we have lots of good speaker, why ours can't say something like that and give such influent like he did in his really-short speach? that remains a mistery.
another thing that happened in my life is i was struggle to finish my final assignment. and it's not an easy job. i always think that working in different jobs has more challenge than working in just one kind of job. but i am wrong. for the past 2 weeks, all i do was try to finish my final assignment. and let me tell you, it IS harder than to juggle a lot of things in the same time. the commitment you have to put on yourself. for a person who loves to do lots of things at the same time, i find it really difficult. i have to learn how to manage my time according my mood haha. it really IS hard.
time does teach me a lesson; to use time wisely or at some point, time will kill you.
so, who's the greatest king of all?
TIME.
Friday, November 5, 2010
the ironic truth
an ironic truth. i went to RS Kanker Dharmais this late afternoon. i met someone who can help me to finish my final assignment. my final assignment is about the csr strategy in one company and how it is related to the company's reputation.
anyway,i met one parents there. they came from outside Jakarta. they came to take their daughter to hospital. i didnt't realize what's wrong with her at first, then i saw her eyes. her left eyes was actually smaller than the other. and the nurse said to me that her eyes were 'cat eyes' or mata kucing in bahasa. in the dark, our eyes won't usually shine. but we can see cat's eyes in the dark right? that's why this disease called mata kucing, cause the patient's eyes can shine in the dark. and this 18-months-girl had this disease. she had this since her age was 6 months. at that time, only her left eye that caught by the disease. i assumed her family is not wealthy so they decided not to take care the disease. sadly, now the disease has spread to her right eye. and the nurse said, if it had been taken care since they first caught the disease, the doctors can actually save the girl's eyes. but now, the doctors have to try to save the girl's life. and the chance she can actually see is really low. she got eye cancer.
18-months-girl. i wonder, it must feel painful and sad and i don't know, excruciating, not able to see this beautiful world around us. i actually have some troubles in my eyes. and it's enough for me. i really wanna take care of my eyes better. and i feel reallly really blessed to have such a great family who pays really good attention to my health.
i hope that 18-months-girl can make it. i hope the doctors can save her, save her eyes too. and when she grows, i hope she can make a difference and help other children from having the same disease like she had. meanwhile, i hope after i finish my school, i will able to help those unfortunate kids in every way i can do. cause they're just a kid who never do anything wrong. this is an ironic truth, a great nation with sick kids spread all over the country.
the question is, what will happen to this nation when the number of those sick kids keep growing and nobody can save them?
anyway,i met one parents there. they came from outside Jakarta. they came to take their daughter to hospital. i didnt't realize what's wrong with her at first, then i saw her eyes. her left eyes was actually smaller than the other. and the nurse said to me that her eyes were 'cat eyes' or mata kucing in bahasa. in the dark, our eyes won't usually shine. but we can see cat's eyes in the dark right? that's why this disease called mata kucing, cause the patient's eyes can shine in the dark. and this 18-months-girl had this disease. she had this since her age was 6 months. at that time, only her left eye that caught by the disease. i assumed her family is not wealthy so they decided not to take care the disease. sadly, now the disease has spread to her right eye. and the nurse said, if it had been taken care since they first caught the disease, the doctors can actually save the girl's eyes. but now, the doctors have to try to save the girl's life. and the chance she can actually see is really low. she got eye cancer.
18-months-girl. i wonder, it must feel painful and sad and i don't know, excruciating, not able to see this beautiful world around us. i actually have some troubles in my eyes. and it's enough for me. i really wanna take care of my eyes better. and i feel reallly really blessed to have such a great family who pays really good attention to my health.
i hope that 18-months-girl can make it. i hope the doctors can save her, save her eyes too. and when she grows, i hope she can make a difference and help other children from having the same disease like she had. meanwhile, i hope after i finish my school, i will able to help those unfortunate kids in every way i can do. cause they're just a kid who never do anything wrong. this is an ironic truth, a great nation with sick kids spread all over the country.
the question is, what will happen to this nation when the number of those sick kids keep growing and nobody can save them?
Thursday, November 4, 2010
precious moments
i dedicated this post to my beloved friends KOMUNIKASI UI 2007 for every memory you've given in my life. every precious day, every tears, every laugh we did together means a lot to me. these pictures are nothing compared to every experience i did together with all of you. we almost arrive on our finish line. i wish nothing but the best to each of you..
HIDUP HUMASERS :)
Buka Puasa Jilid II
MBJ 05 dan 07...
Bedah Kampus entah jaman kapan :)
Waiting for something haha
Another waiting :(
Mencari duit bersamaaa..
ICON 07 goes to puncak
these pictures are just pictures
it means more because these pictures tell the story of us
:)
Another waiting :(
Mencari duit bersamaaa..
ICON 07 goes to puncak
these pictures are just pictures
it means more because these pictures tell the story of us
:)
what a proud 'parents' haha
in communication ui history, selalu ada yang namanya masa 'pembimbingan' or in our world called P (won't say the name haha). the pattern usually goes dari ganjil ke ganjil atau genap ke genap. me and my other pals supposed to be 'taken care' by 05. but yeah history told another story. we got our chance, though.
anyway, yesterday, my so-called-children (09) had finished their first big event called Communication UI Cup 2010. and i would say, i'm proud of them. yeah there were some things that should have been taken care better than what they did. overall, they'd nailed it. i feel gulty too actually, cause i didnt spend enough time to help them on this event. but i'm happy for them. i read last night in one of them's twitter said about stabbing behind someone's back. hahahahhaa. i started to remember about my early year in UI, where we had to make our first event called commweekend. what made it so special to me was because we struggle hard to make it happen. and those 'backstabbing-thing' also happened along the way. and that way, we knew who our friends really are. it's sad. but eventually, those backstabbing-thing really help you to choose someone whom you can work with and trust. for me personally, i know some of my friends hated me that time. and one thing i learn was you can't be an arrogant-b***h all the time. at some point, you have to admit you made a mistake and ask for your friend's forgiveness. after the event finished, i realize that my friends never abandon me. they hate me for a while, but then they talk to me and tell me what i did was wrong. and i get my lesson. i only hope that the 09 learn something like that too. it's a good thing if you can take lessons from everything happens around you.
well, i don't wanna say anything except my deepest congratulation for 09 for their first big gig. i do hope that they will be better and better for their next event :)
anyway, yesterday, my so-called-children (09) had finished their first big event called Communication UI Cup 2010. and i would say, i'm proud of them. yeah there were some things that should have been taken care better than what they did. overall, they'd nailed it. i feel gulty too actually, cause i didnt spend enough time to help them on this event. but i'm happy for them. i read last night in one of them's twitter said about stabbing behind someone's back. hahahahhaa. i started to remember about my early year in UI, where we had to make our first event called commweekend. what made it so special to me was because we struggle hard to make it happen. and those 'backstabbing-thing' also happened along the way. and that way, we knew who our friends really are. it's sad. but eventually, those backstabbing-thing really help you to choose someone whom you can work with and trust. for me personally, i know some of my friends hated me that time. and one thing i learn was you can't be an arrogant-b***h all the time. at some point, you have to admit you made a mistake and ask for your friend's forgiveness. after the event finished, i realize that my friends never abandon me. they hate me for a while, but then they talk to me and tell me what i did was wrong. and i get my lesson. i only hope that the 09 learn something like that too. it's a good thing if you can take lessons from everything happens around you.
well, i don't wanna say anything except my deepest congratulation for 09 for their first big gig. i do hope that they will be better and better for their next event :)
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
dreaming with mr.disney
all of your dreams can come true if you have the courage to pursue them
(Walt Disney)
(Walt Disney)
it's never easy to make our dreams come true. i've learnt that the more you dream about something, the more you chase that dream, the possibility to make it come true is higher. one of the man to whom i can learn about chasing dreams is Walt Disney. who does not know about him? about his hard work to create such a funny yet heart-warming characters like donald duck, mickey mouse, and all those beautiful princesses. and everything started with his dream. and you know what, his cartoons also give us a lot of lessons that we can apply in our life.
even Ursula, the bad side in Little Mermaid tale, knows that life is full of tough choices. what we learn from this character is we have to know for sure what we really want. and of course there'll always two sides in every wish we want. choose wisely, so we can never regret it.
another thing that Walt Disney always implied related to love is that you never know whom you fall in love with. and the size of his heart can never be measured by the looks or their wealth. once you find someone you really care about, you have to take care of him and don't hurt him. never be ashamed of him, for you love his heart not his looks. that's important :)
i always hope one day i can finally meet someone who'll love and protect me like what beast do to belle. and i hope that someone won't judge me just from my looks (i'm the beast here, though haha).
another lesson that always exist in every Disney's cartoon is about bad people always lose at the end. this may sounds cliche, but it's true. and what makes it even more cliche, the bad people usually knows that what they do is wrong. yet they still do it. for money or because their boss told them to do it. what i like the most, Disney visualized about the bad things clearly. thus, children who watch it will eventually grow up with a good mindset like don't kill a deer recklessly (in bambi), jealousy is a dangerous thing (like in snow white), or the simplest one lying is bad (in pinokio). this one's taken from poccahontas (if i'm not mistaken)..
see? the bad guys actually know about that what they do is wrong. like i said? hahaha. this picture above also tells us about what happen in our world right now. the difference is there are too many 'bad guys' doing exactly like this. so it's kinda hard to attack all those people at once.
if i keep posting the pictures from walt disney cartoon, i won't sleep at all tonight. soo that's all folks. what i'm really trying to say here is that you don't need a book or a person to tell you things like that. all you have to do is keep your mind open. because you can find all the lessons around you, everywhere, from anything :)
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
i love this quote
i love this quote.
i love it cause sometimes i feel i wanna quit everything i've worked on.
i love it cause i know hard times can make me down
it can even make me cry with no reason.
i love this quote cause it always reminds me
there's always a reason why i do something
and that reason has been planned by God.
i love this quote.
i love it cause sometimes i feel i wanna quit everything i've worked on.
i love it cause i know hard times can make me down
it can even make me cry with no reason.
i love this quote cause it always reminds me
there's always a reason why i do something
and that reason has been planned by God.
i love this quote.
being 21
i should have wrote about this since 4 days ago, when i celebrated my 21st years in this journey called life hahha. but apparantly, the internet hated me so i couldn't used it.
let me tell you about what happen that day and what lessons i got from that particular day.
05.00 am
everything started early in the morning. i slept early the night before because i was soo tired after working with my beautifull bosses, Ms. Prity and Ms. Rika. actually october 29th this year si friday. dan malem itu kebetulan malem jumat kliwon. i'm a coward, i have to admit that. so i asked my dearly mom to accompanied me through the night. when i woke up in the morning, i read all the messages in my cell, via facebook, and twitter. my dad came too and wished every good things in life to me. i was still sleepy. so i slept again.
Lesson One : My friends, wherever they were, still remembered my birthday. and they tried to congratulated me in every way. i rarely congratulated someone on their birthday. it's not because i don't care with them. it's simply because i forget about their birthday. at that moment, i decided give more attention to people around me.
09.00 am
i heard some noisy sound outside my door. hahaha i wondered who gave me surprise on that morning. and when i opened the door, i saw familiar faces from LACUR hahaha. i really, i mean REALLY happy that time. they also knew that i don't like cake, so they gave me macaroni schouttle (is it correct?). yummmmmyy. i could eat the whole macaroni by myself, if i don't care about my other pals hahahha. anyway, it was such a beautiful moments. and i'm glad i'd spent it with them.
this is the picture of my beloved surprise-team hahahaha :D
Lesoon 2 : you don't need a million close friends. you just need a few who really understand you and stand beside you when the sky's turning grey. guess what, they'd even considered the fact that i'm lack of sleep. so they decided to threw the surprise party in the morning. what a marvelous friends i have :)
08.00 pm
i had my family dinner. too bad i can't put the picture here. my sister came from bandung. it should have be a surprise for me. but Kibo accidently told me that she'd came haha. anyway, we had a great dinner. and i felt really happy that i could eat with the whole family and my grandma.
Lesson 3 : always spend some time - even just for a bit- with your family. they're the people who'll love you no matter how bad you are.
11.00 pm
i almost sleep, when i heard some noisy sound again outside my room. i thought it was my paragita mates, since we always threw a surprise party for our friends. it turned out to be my high-school friends haha. really, this one, i was really surprise. you know, i had a few close friends back then in high school. it continued until the second year in college. after that, i was bussied (is that even a wrod?) by everything i join, from BEM to other freelance work. so i rarely spend my times with them. and that make us feel soo far away. or at least, i feel so. but still, i was really happy they decided to come and said 'happy birthday' to me directly :)
Lesson 4 : don't think too much or made an assumption about something which probably not true. i made an assumption that my high-school pals hate me. now i have to ask a question to myself, instead of blaming them for not treating me like they do to each other, have i been a good friend to them? have i been there for their happiness and their loss?
as a conclution, my 21-years-old-day was not only full of excitement, but also full of lessons. lessons which i hope i can learn and do it for the rest of my life :)
let me tell you about what happen that day and what lessons i got from that particular day.
05.00 am
everything started early in the morning. i slept early the night before because i was soo tired after working with my beautifull bosses, Ms. Prity and Ms. Rika. actually october 29th this year si friday. dan malem itu kebetulan malem jumat kliwon. i'm a coward, i have to admit that. so i asked my dearly mom to accompanied me through the night. when i woke up in the morning, i read all the messages in my cell, via facebook, and twitter. my dad came too and wished every good things in life to me. i was still sleepy. so i slept again.
Lesson One : My friends, wherever they were, still remembered my birthday. and they tried to congratulated me in every way. i rarely congratulated someone on their birthday. it's not because i don't care with them. it's simply because i forget about their birthday. at that moment, i decided give more attention to people around me.
09.00 am
i heard some noisy sound outside my door. hahaha i wondered who gave me surprise on that morning. and when i opened the door, i saw familiar faces from LACUR hahaha. i really, i mean REALLY happy that time. they also knew that i don't like cake, so they gave me macaroni schouttle (is it correct?). yummmmmyy. i could eat the whole macaroni by myself, if i don't care about my other pals hahahha. anyway, it was such a beautiful moments. and i'm glad i'd spent it with them.
this is the picture of my beloved surprise-team hahahaha :D
Lesoon 2 : you don't need a million close friends. you just need a few who really understand you and stand beside you when the sky's turning grey. guess what, they'd even considered the fact that i'm lack of sleep. so they decided to threw the surprise party in the morning. what a marvelous friends i have :)
08.00 pm
i had my family dinner. too bad i can't put the picture here. my sister came from bandung. it should have be a surprise for me. but Kibo accidently told me that she'd came haha. anyway, we had a great dinner. and i felt really happy that i could eat with the whole family and my grandma.
Lesson 3 : always spend some time - even just for a bit- with your family. they're the people who'll love you no matter how bad you are.
11.00 pm
i almost sleep, when i heard some noisy sound again outside my room. i thought it was my paragita mates, since we always threw a surprise party for our friends. it turned out to be my high-school friends haha. really, this one, i was really surprise. you know, i had a few close friends back then in high school. it continued until the second year in college. after that, i was bussied (is that even a wrod?) by everything i join, from BEM to other freelance work. so i rarely spend my times with them. and that make us feel soo far away. or at least, i feel so. but still, i was really happy they decided to come and said 'happy birthday' to me directly :)
Lesson 4 : don't think too much or made an assumption about something which probably not true. i made an assumption that my high-school pals hate me. now i have to ask a question to myself, instead of blaming them for not treating me like they do to each other, have i been a good friend to them? have i been there for their happiness and their loss?
as a conclution, my 21-years-old-day was not only full of excitement, but also full of lessons. lessons which i hope i can learn and do it for the rest of my life :)
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